Wednesday, November 19, 2008

Somebody's waiting for me at home 1984.

1. On that fateful night, when the sky was dark and the mood ominous, where were you?
2. Why, being where you were, in the world did you decide to come home?
3. That feeling, the deep feeling of foreboding you say you had in your stomach, why did you follow it?
4. Don't you realize that that's how horror movies begin?
5. How wet was the steering wheel from your sweat on the way back home?
6. What thoughts were going through your head, that night when the sky fell on your car and seemed to trap the air inside of it?
7. Why were you so anxious?
8. Did you drive safely, or did you rush home?
9. You moved slowly, but with a trepidacious apprehension that made everything speed-up?
10. Were you pulled over by the police?
11. Why didn't you stop?
12. What was in the back of your car?
13. What was in your house?
14. Did the sirens blare so loud that you're sanity was dispersed; did you lose all sense of reality?
15. Did you hit a car during your chase?
16. Was the body in the back okay?
17. When did you find yourself crying?
18. How did you feel when you saw two more police cars?
19. How did you feel when you saw their sirens?
20. How did the barricade feel?
21. How did you manage to slip past it, and lose the police?
22. How cool was the river that you drove the car into?
23. How hard was it to heave the body from the sunken car, when the water was pressing down on your very conscience?
24. What did the body say to you?
25. Why did you pause before putting hatchet to the body?
26. Why did your hands tremble?
27. Why was your face twisted in agony, in utter pain with each short cut of the hatchet?
28. Why did you think the deed was finished?
29. Why did you leave the hatchet in the water, the consuming, cold water that held all of your secrets?
30. How long did it take you to walk home?
31. Was it cold outside?
32. Why was your mouth struggling with an emotion to portray?
33. What were you thinking?
34. Why were your thoughts cluttered with red?
35. Why did you remember home?
36. Why did it begin raining after you left the water?
37. Was it perhaps a metaphor?
38. Do you think about that sometimes?
39. Do you ever wonder if nature held your future, and that you merely cut the body in accordance to prophecy?
40. Why did your footsteps hasten?
41. Why did you put your hands deep into your coat?
42. Why were you murmuring to yourself?
43. What were you murmuring to yourself?
44. Why did you go to hail a cab, but withdraw your hand?
45. Why did you think about home?
46. What was waiting for you at home?
47. As you walked home, did you feel your heart beat?
48. Did your heart beat match your steps?
49. Why did your heart beat go so much faster than your steps?
50. Have you ever thought that perhaps, in some pre-destined way, your heart was trying to put up a shield?
51. What if your heart was telling you to stay away, what if it was trying as hard as it could to run away?
52. Why didn't you listen to your heart?
53. Were your steps that much more persuasive?
54. Or was it your psychic energy, warning you of an intrusion?
55. Maybe it was that they were found, that all your precious loves were found, on that dark, oppressing night.
56. What color was your hands?
57. Was it an exact shade of vermillion?
58. You sure it wasn't scarlet?
59. What was waiting for you at home?
60. Why won't you tell me?
61. Why are you afraid of authority?
62. What happened when you were a child?
63. What dark things could your father possibly have put you through in order to cast such a looming shadow on your future?
64. How many people did he kill?
65. How many were held in your room?
66. How did that make you feel?
67. Did he threaten to kill you?
68. That's how you lost your thumb and your middle finger?
69. Back to your story, why did you run toward when your heart was running away?
70. Weren't you suspicious?
71. What made you do it in the first place?
72. How did she upset you so?
73. Jealousy is a monster, have your parents ever taught you that?
74. And did the others do the same thing?
75. How did it feel to see their dying love; fear, as you call it?
76. Why is love fear?
77. Why did you keep them?
78. Where did you keep them?
79. Was this in part revenge for what your father did to you?
80. So now, what did you do when you approached your house?
81. Could you feel the presence of curious pigs, searching your house for rotten meat?
82. Did you gasp when you saw the cars out front?
83. Why did you continue to walk towards the house?
84. Why didn't your heart burst out of your chest?
85. When you saw the yellow tape, why didn't your brain read the implied meaning of "caution"?
86. Did it hurt when they handcuffed you?
87. How hard were you crying?
88. Who's voice did you call out?
89. Are those all-- 6 women you had in your fathers room?
90. Do you feel regret?
91. Do you love them?
92. Do you miss them?
93. Were they your only friends?
94. Did you... in any way perform necrophilia?
95. You do know that that's a whole nother charge?
96. How do you think their parents and families feel?
97. Why don't you care?
98. How can you possibly think you're their your own family?
99. Because you never had a real family?
100. Well, would you consider two men in a jail cell a family?

And he was sentenced with 40 years to life.

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